my heart constantly wavers and flickers like a flame in the wind. my mind as well.

there are days when i think what's meant to be will be and am okay with the impending goodbye. but there are days when my heart clenches and ache at the thought of not having this anymore. i don't know. honestly i never think i'll be okay with it. i try. trust me i fucking try.

the thought of you walking on down the path that is your life. without me by your side. it leaves a rather bitter taste in my mouth.

but what can i do? the ultimate choice is out of my hands. so i guess i'll just have to find my path in life then.

but no matter what. i know what we felt and had was real, and perhaps the best we'll ever have.

I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
Anywhere I would've followed you